I have to create it,
I can’t fit into someone else’s creation.
Only through the process of creating can I feel my way through the system.
What does this mean?
Boredom, the dreaded word that is often scoffed at by the highly productive but this emotion, is gold.
It is a clear indication that something is seriously out of alignment.
What are you not getting your hands into?
What part of your life are you not fully participating in?
What do you long to bring into this world? Your works, your place, your sphere.
I can’t fit into something, I have to become it.
The only way for me to do this is to embody and create it.
I have to feel my hands and my heart as united within it, never at a distance, never from the outside.
If I’m doing it, my whole heart is in it or nothing at all.
A reminder to check in with yourself and be THE VISION.
Sealed with Light,
What do you do with boredom? Watch TV? Self-judge? Force yourself to do something productive? Complain? Pretend it’s normal, everyone feels this way right? Yes, and no. Everyone does feel boredom yes but I believe there is more to it than that. I believe boredom is one of the most exciting emotions we can experience because it is an opportunity to question what you are doing and where you are at.
I get it, out of the desire for security and certainty we can agree to do things with our time that we genuinely don’t want to do. We are told this is normal, this is part of living and ‘makin’ money.’ Some of us can do this for a long period of time. Waiting for the right opportunity to leave a job, to start the start-up, to write the book, to kiss the girl, to live the life our soul is aching for us to live into. The problem with the wait is it can eat up your ambition. It can suffocate your creativity. It can leave you hollow and broken, numb and filled with regret. This is what happens when we do not explore boredom and give it the attention it deserves.
So what can you do with boredom in that case? What is it trying to teach you?
When boredom speaks, listen up.
It isn’t a fluke that you are finding yourself in a life you don’t actually want to participate in fully. Everything up to this point has been a choice and the sooner you can accept that the more freedom will enter into your life. Once you can vibe with this truth than the floodgates of questions can start pouring in.
- Is my use of time fulfilling my soul?
- When I wake up in the morning, am I drawn into my day as opposed to avoiding my day?
- Do I feel a part of my life or am I an outsider on auto-pilot?
- If I was lying on my death bed, feeling my body swell and my mind drifting in and out of consciousness what am I angry about that I did not experience?
- Why am I putting up with something that brings me little joy?
What would happen if you rose above the limitations of society and explored the full divinity of your imagination and aligned yourself with daily action that fuelled your heart and soul and moved you towards the work that actually burns inside of you? Can you live that passionately? Are you allowed? Only you can decide to be the leader of your life. Only you have the power to embody your message. Only you are allowed to say no, I’m not doing this anymore.
I have to feel what I’m doing to be able to do it. I have to believe in it. Life is too short to put up with the bullshit. I would rather dance under the starlight and the moon feeling my feet drum on the earth and listen to the howling of the wildness within.
Dedicated to my wild women.
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